I don't know how far I can let this go till I really have to decide to leave.

I just found out accidentally (I e-mailed a document to Bart's computer to print from there) that Bart has recently contacted two of his exgirlfriends. They were very, very sweet two-lined mails saying two things: that he hopes they're OK, and that he'd really like to speak or meet sometime soon.

OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW.

I mean, who the fuck wants to meet up with their exgirlfriend, unless they're looking for other options??

I am so scared. And so fed-up. I want to leave so badly.

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